after my last entry i had some more shitty days

i stayed at one jobsite for what must have been three days straight

i couldn't think of a thing that i hope tomorrow brings

so i told my wife i needed to be hospitalized

and returned mikah's gun

i went into the hospital for a little over a week

met some nice people

started electro convulsive therapy

it's working pretty well

i feel okay

better than usual

i know things aren't over

but that's enough for now

we watched jaws for thanksgiving

that's our tradition