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it's april now. 96 days out of the hospital. moving to houston soon. ninth move in seven years. what even is stability.

doing good. don't know what that means. i need some help with my emotions. like what are they and how can i feel them. how can anyone be sure. there's nothing i can figure out about anything. who am i.

still. i know i'm letting go of so much. even when there are things that stay stuck. i feel so calm and afraid. nothing is without light.

keeping on.