been writing in this for twenty years
well i took a year off to try to avoid a girl
well i deleted all the entries before 2005
well i left a gap when i immigrated to america
skipped a year completely after i had ECT
okay fuck

been writing in this thing for nine years
feel like i got ripped off since i'm 35 now

my boss said thanks for all the help
five weeks ago
now i sit around
in love with death toll graphs
stares at the grocery store
reimagining architecture
nothing's open or agreeing
cold and
you know whatever
not a fucking poet